Friday, June 20, 2014

A Miserable Life Chapter 30



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The day passed by with many women visiting but my brother didn't come or even call and I was wondering if rashed had told him. It was now 9 in the evening and I was tired so I decided to get some sleep and maybe ask rashed about my brother when I wake up.



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I woke up a few hours later to the sound of my baby crying I was about to get up when I heard rashed saying.


Rashed: "5alich ana shalina"

Me: "ok"


I said as I laid back in bed while watching rashed pace around the room while rocking our baby in his arms. Our baby finally stopped crying and was now fast asleep. Rashed placed him on his bed and came and sat on the edge of my bed. He stared at me for a while silently as I did the same. I decided to finally break the silence.


Me: "rashed.."

Rashed: "hmm"

Me: "ma glt shu tba insmy el baby??"

Rashed: "mmm inzain shu ism fe balich"

Me: "a7s zayed 7lw"

Rashed: "mm haih 7lw el ism bs tdren ana fe 5a6ry shu nsme??"

Me: "shu?!"

Rashed: "wdi asmy 3ala uboy fahad! A7s ina hwa b3d yba hl shay!"

Me: "mm"

Rashed: "shu tgolen"

Me: "3adi 3ndi, ok"

Rashed: "5ala9 3yal bacher broo7 asjla"

Me: "okay"


Alyaziah went back home after a few days in the hospital and rashed started spending more of his time at home with his kids and wife. A month has passed since she gave birth and alyaziah had just woken up. She made her way to the kitchen and prepared breakfast for rashed. After she was done she made her way back to the room to wake rashed up. She sat on the side of the bed beside him. 


Alyaziah: "rashed, rashed yalla goum"

Rashed: "....."

Alyaziah: "rashoood yallaaa"

Rashed: "mmm ok shwy bs"

Alyaziah: "la mafi yalla goumm"

Rashed: "5ala9 ha ha gmt ok"

Alyaziah: "yalla inzain i made breakfast '3sl w t3al"

Rashed: "ok"


He said and made his way to the bathroom. I went back to the kitchen and placed the plates on the dining table. Rashed snuck behind me and gave me a hug, "a7bch" he said. I looked back at him and just smiled as he kissed me on my cheek. We sat down and ate and when we were done rashed went and took a quick shkwer while I cleaned up the place. He was done and now coming towards me, he kissed my forehead and left to work.


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I'm sorry for not posting for so long but I've been really busy and hopefully I'll be posting another chapter in a few hours which I personally think you'll like more than this. And thanks for all those who've been keeping up with me on twitter/ask/instagram. I love you all dearly and couldn't thank you enough for all the support!


Wednesday, June 18, 2014

A Miserable Life Chapter 29



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Rashed: "adrii bs uma 7lwa w ubo jmeel y3ni akeed by6l3 ajmal"


All I did was look at him and smile and then I kept looking at our baby.


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I dozed off once again as rashed placed our baby on his bed. I felt rashed peck me on my forehead and whisper in my ear "I'm sorry... and I love you"

I went to sleep with a smile on my face that night knowing that there is hope for us. The sun has rose and it was now morning. The nurse came in and gave me instructions on many things about the baby which was very much helpful. After an hour or two rashed came to the hospital. As soon as he entered, he made his way to me and gave me a kiss on my cheek. He then headed to our boy and took him in his hands.


Me: "rashed"

Rashed: "hmmm", he said as he looked up at me for a second then back at the baby.


Me: "did you tell your mother that I'm here"

Rashed: "uhh yeah! My mum and mariam are coming in a bit"

Me: "oh okay"


Thirty minutes have passed and we heard a knock on the door.


Rashed: "broo7 achoof mnu"


He said as he got up and went to open the door.


Rashed: "hala umy 7yakm"


Rashed said as his mum and sister came in with the nanny behind them carrying stuff with her. 


5alo salama: "el7mdillah 3ala salamtch 7beebty"

Me: "allah yslmch 5alo"

Mariam: "el7mdillah 3al salama yazooy"

Me: "allah yslmch 7beebty"


Rashed then took our boy and handed him to his mum.


5alo Salama: "mashala tbarak el ra7man! Mabrooken 7baybe"

Me & Rashed: "allah ybarik feech"

Mariam: "mama aba achoofa"

5alo: "t3ali enzain"

Mariam: "waiiia fdaita yjninn"

Rashed: "gooly mashallah!"

Mariam: "hahaha mashalla"

Me: "maryoom wain sawafi?"

Mariam: "al7een baye wya uboya"

Me: "oh ok"


My aunt and mariam then starting fixing the place for later when the guests come. The room looked pretty and I couldn't thank them more for being here by my side. My uncle joined us a few hours later with sawaf and they stayed for a few hours until my aunt decided to kick them out.


5alo Salama: "yalla fahad shl wldk w 6l3u bara3"

Rashed: "w laish enshalla tbain t6l3eeny ana w uboy ha?! Ana mb 6ali3 bg3d wya mrty w wldi walla"

5alo Salama: "ya walad! 3aib 3laik el 7reem byoon b3d shwy yt7mdonlha bl salama! Shfeek inta! Yalla yalla bara3 intu el thnain"

Rashed: "ufff y3ni maroom at'hna bwldi w mrti y3ni!!"

5ali Fahad: "haha rashed shufeek?! Tgoolk umik 7reem byoon! Yala 5l ntwkl"

Rashed: "ufff enzain!"


He said then headed my way, kissed my forehead and whispered "la tshtagainly wayed! Trany raj3lch w a7bchh". I giggled then smiled as he made his way out of the room. 


Mariam: "ob ob shu gayel el 7beeb"

Me: "haha wala shay! W b3dain shu y59ch"

5alo Salama: "haih walla shay bain rayal w mrta inti shu da5alch"

Mariam: "haha 7ta umy jlbteeha '6dy 9dg inch gwya"


After mariam said that we suddenly heard the baby cry. 5alo carried him and brought him to me. As I fed him she said:


5alo Salama: "ha ma 8r'rtu shu tsamuna"

Me: "la walla t9dgeen! Enshallah elyoum bklm rashed w bchoof"


5alo Salama: "enzain fe ism fe balich al7een"

Me: "mmm haih el 9ra7a wdi asami zayed"

Mariam: "allah 7lw zayed! Haih smu zayed!!"

5alo Salama: "enzain laish i5trti zayed?!"

Me: "madrii bs che a7b hal ism"


The day passed by with many women visiting but my brother didn't come or even call and I was wondering if rashed had told him. It was now 9 in the evening and I was tired so I decided to get some sleep and maybe ask rashed about my brother when I wake up.


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Sorry I know you guys probably hate me because I didn't post last night but the wi-fi wasn't working and it still isn't. I also had to wait so I can activate the 3G which I did today! Enshallah that wouldn't be a problem anymore! And sorry again! This post is as long as I could get it to be and I hope you like it.


Monday, June 2, 2014

A Miserable Life Chapter 28




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Rashed: "You want a divorce ha?! Hahaha and you think your gonna get it that easily?? No no no" he said as he got closer and whispered. "la 7beebti la mb bhal s'hoola ta5theen ily tbaina LA2!!! IF YOU WANT THIS DIVORCE TO HAPPEN YOU'LL HAVE TO GIVE UP ON SO MANY THINGS!! THE FIRST OF THEM IS THE MOST PRECIOUS TO YOU MAYBE ALYAZIAH, YOU'LL HAVE TO GIVE UP YOUR......."


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Rashed: "YOU'LL HAVE TO GIVE UP YOUR BABY! If you want a divorce I'll give it to you but my son stays with me! Understood!"


All I could do was stare at him in disbelief and then I walked away to our room amd cried my heart out. I can't handle this! I can't handle it at all. I slipped into sleep and woke up a few hours later with a headache. There was no way that I was going to give up my son and the only way to keep him is to stay married to rashed.


 Weeks passed by and me and Rashed were fighting constantly. I was really fed up and started thinking of a way to fix this. After all the hard thoughts I decided that I'll change I won't argue or fight with him instead I'll be nicer and try to get him closer to me. But then I thought to myself I couldn't do that at the moment, not when I'm pregnant. I'll just wait for a few more months till the baby's out, but until then I'll just give him the cold treatment. 


Months passed and the time this baby comes out is finally here. I woke up in the morning and was in severe pain, I called out for rashed but he couldn't hear me because he was in a different room. I got up from bed slowly and went to his room and told him I had to go to the hospitel urgently. I got dressed quickly and we were off to the hospital. This is my first baby and I'm scared to death. Not having my mother beside is a major problem that only got me worrying more abd more. This is the time I need her the most but all I've got right now is rashed, who seems to be as scared and freaked out as I was. We reached the hospital and they were now taking me immediately to the operating room. As we made our way there, rashed didn't leave me for a second. He held my hand all along until we reached the room. A few hours passed by and I woke up tiredly, only to find rashed sitting on a chair on my left side holding our baby boy. A tear slid down my cheek as I looked at that beautiful scene. I can already see how our baby is getting us closer and uniting us together. I only wish that things get better from this day on. Rashed then inturrepted my thoughts and said: "you woke up"


Me: "mmm"

Rashed: "chfty m7lat wldna?! Hhh mashallah jmeelll"

Me: "hata abaaa"

Rashed: "ok"


He said as he handed me our unamed baby boy.


Me: "7beeby ntufa"

Rashed: "Hahaha haih walla"

Me: "awnk tgool ina jmeel w a9ln malam7a msh mbyna, haha wayha mntf5 wayed"

Rashed: "adrii bs uma 7lwa w ubo jmeel y3ni akeed by6l3 ajmal"


All I did was look at him and smile and then I kept looking at our baby.



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Ok so I posted this now and yes I know your gonna say you promised for a long post but I will be posting another chapter tonight and just to let you know it's going to be posted really late at night. I really hope you like this chapter and have enjoyed it!