A Miserable Life Chapter 27

I kept thinking to myself what's gonna happen in the future. How's life going to be like with him. Will he stop cheating or not. I think not, if your asking why it's because.... Yes I would get if a man cheated on his wife when they don't have kids, but we're expecting a baby soon. We're having a family together, why the heck would he do that. I keep asking myself a million times what's wrong, is there something wrong with me or what. I really need to talk to him and understand the situation fully. I waited for him until he woke up and said:

 

Me: "rashed?"

Rashed: "hmm"

Me: "Can we talk"

Rashed: "sure, what is it" he said as he placed himself into a seating position. 

Me: "Why??"

Rashed: "why what?"

Me: "Rashed don't act dumb, you know what I mean! Why did you cheat on me? What made you do it"

Rashed: "I don't know"

Me: "you can't not know! There must be an explanation rashed!!"

Rashed: "I told you my answer and it's the truth. Maybe it's because she's very attractive or so. Just stop asking me ok" 

Me: "so what's gonna happen now huh?!"

Rashed: "Nothings going to happen, everything will still be the same except that I might see a different lady every once in a while. I don't think something's wrong with that, is there??"

Me: "you can't be serious rashed! And you think that I'll approve to that?"

Rashed: "You have no other choice, cause if you do you'll tell me right" 

Me: "hahaha what?! I have no other choice! Oh your wrong rashed! I do!!", I said in a sarcastic tone. 

Rashed: "Oh really? What is it then?!" 

Me: "DIVORCE RASHED!!! I WANT A DIVORCE!! I DON'T WANT YOU OK I REALLY CAN'T STAND YOU ANYMORE! SO PLEASE, please rashed 6lgny!" All rashed did after I said that was raise an eyebrow, smile and laugh. He thought that I was kidding, but no I wasn't! When I want something I get it and this is something I want right now. 

Rashed: "You want a divorce ha?! Hahaha and you think your gonna get it that easily?? No no no" he said as he got closer and whispered. "la 7beebti la mb bhal s'hoola ta5theen ily tbaina LA2!!! IF YOU WANT THIS DIVORCE TO HAPPEN YOU'LL HAVE TO GIVE UP ON SO MANY THINGS!! THE FIRST OF THEM IS THE MOST PRECIOUS TO YOU MAYBE ALYAZIAH, YOU'LL HAVE TO GIVE UP YOUR......."

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A Miserable Life Chapter 26

I woke up the next morning and fed sawafi, after we were done we went downstairs. I told the maid to take our bags to the car since we were going to the farm in a few minutes. After a while, rashed came down.

Rashed: "yalla, rkby el syara"

I said nothing and did as he wished. I made my way to the back seat and as I was opening the door he said, "t3rfeen iny ma7ib 7d yrkb wra w ana asoog, y3ni t7siseeny ini draiwel! G3di jdam" and he opened the door of the passengers seat as I hopped on and waited for him to enter. The whole ride to the farm was silent, we could only hear the cries of baby sawaf every once in a while.

They reached the farm and entered the house going to their room. Alyaziah told the maid to unpack the bags while she went out to the garden and sat with sawaf. There her aunt was sitting with her cousin maryam enjoying a cup of tea, they kept talking for a couple of minutes when Alyaziah noticed that sawaf was fast asleep. She carried him up to the room and lay him on the middle of the bed as she laid down beside him and dozed of to sleep. Hours passed and she was still asleep she woke up and tried to get up but noticed rashed hugging her from the back, she tilted her head to the left to see him and saw that he was sleeping , she tried to get free from his hold but failed miserably and just lay there in silence.

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A Miserable Life Chapter 23

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Me: "enzaiinnn rashedd"

Rashed: "hmm"

Me: "ummm I'm... Preg..nant"

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Rashed: "what?!"

Me: "yesterday I went and got some tests done, my doctor said I'm pregnant"

Rashed: "but how?"

Me: "what do you mean by how??"

Rashed: "huh? Umm..."

Me: "rashed!"

Rashed: "I can't have another baby! It's too soon"

Me: "excuse me?!", I said in disbelief I was almost in tears after what I heard.

Rashed: "I don't want this baby alyaziah! Just get rid of it"

I couldn't stand hearing any of this anymore and immediately got of bed.

Me: "I can't believe you said that! There's a soul inside me rashed! How can you even think of wanting to get rid of it!! The baby stays and you have no choice!"

I stormed out of the room right after I said that but on my way out I heard him say "I lost his mother! I don't want to lose you too". At that moment my heart ached for him. I don't know why I walked back in there and I don't know what I was thinking. Is it because I felt sorry for him or is it because I was so attached to him that I was afraid I was gonna lose him. I ran to him and hugged him while I cried. A few seconds later we heard another cry, we both turned around, looked at saif and let out a laugh. "Ana madri mnu el baby inti wla hwa?" He said and laughed harder. I hit his chest and took saif while I tried to calm him down. He cried for hours and me and rashed didn't know what to do. That's when I realized that no one fed him and he was hungry. I didn't know what to do now, I obviously can't feed him. I took him down to my aunt and said "5alo a'6ny yo3an w ana ma3ref shu aswi". "Hati bsweela 7leeb" she said and went to the kitchen and made him some milk. I asked her if she could keep him with her for a while because I wanted to ask rashed something. I went to the room and found him talking on the phone, he seemed really angry. As soon as he finished the phonecall he sat down, I went and sat beside him not daring to ask him anything about the call.

Me: "uummm rashed"

Rashed: "don't even ask me about it"

Me: "I wasn't"

Rashed: "3yal"

Me: "why don't we take saif and go do some shopping for him, there's a lot of stuff that he's missing"

Rashed: "yeah sure go get ready and we'll leave"

Me: "ok! Ohhh and I also wanted to ask you if we can have the other room emptied so we can have it as a nursery for the kids."

Rashed: "ok Thats actually a great idea! Why not?! Bs yalla itjhzay 3shan n6l3"

Me: "ok just give me thirty minutes and if you can please ask your mum to change for saif that would be great"

Rashed: "enshallah I will"

I kissed his cheek and went to the room to get ready. I was now done and I got my abaya and put it on. I walked downstairs and found rashed holding saif and playing with him. Rashed was smiling at him while he giggled at his father. I smiled to the site of that and walked up to them and said "36ny sawafy w yalla let's go". He handed me sawaf and we went to the car. After a long while of being stuck in traffic we finally reached the dubai mall. We kept shopping for saif for hours and eventually we all got tired. I was really hungry because we didn't have lunch and now it was almost 9.

Me: "rasheddd"

Rashed: "ha 7beebti"

Me: "yo3anaa" *I said in a sad innocent voice*

Rashed: "walla 7ta ana! Wain tbain takleen"

Me: "umm mshthya cheesecake factory!"

Rashed: "ok yalla bs 3adi 3ndch t'trayain? T3rfeen dayman z7ma 3ndhm"

Me: "3adi 3adi abaa"

Rashed: "inzain yalla"

We went to cheesecake factory and offcourse we had to wait. We walked around for a bit and I felt suffocated! I hate the area beside the aquarium because it's always packed and I hate places that are like that because I have a fear of being in crowded places. I asked rashed if we could just stand by the restaraunt and he agreed. After a few minutes of standing we were called in and finally seated at our table. We ordered and ate, after that we headed back home. We only got essential things we needed like a crib to put in the room for him and bottles and other stuff. We decided that we'll do the furniture shopping for the nursery later, we didn't want to exhaust ourselves more. As soon as we reached home I got ready for bed and then took sawafi and changed him. I laid him on the sofa in the living room and surrounded him with pillows afraid that he might fall while I made him milk in the kitchen ( The kitchen is open to the living room so she could see him clearly ). I was done and took the bottle and sawaf to the room. I laid in bed and held him while he drank the milk. Halfway through drinking it, rashed came out of the bathroom with only a towel wrapped around his waist and his hair half wet. He looked at us and smiled then made his way over. He came and kissed my forehead then lowered his self and kissed sawaf. He then rested his head on my lap and played with sawaf for a bit. "Roo7 badil a5af tmr'9 b3dain" I said and he obeyed and went and got dressed. He then came back and I placed sawafi in between us while we both kept looking at him yawn until he fell asleep. We all slept peacefully that night, and today I've experienced a great feeling. I've experienced the start of our new family and I only hope that it gets better and better.

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A Miserable Life Chapter 22

I walked away and went to the room. I didn't want to think of anything right now so I decided to go to sleep. I woke up at around 1 am from the cries of the baby. I went to the small living room in our suite and found rashid tiredly trying to make the baby calm. I got closer and sat next to him. I leaned my head on his left shoulder.

Me: "What did you name him?"

Rashed: "saif"

Me: "mhmm"

We stayed quiet for a couple of minutes and then I stretched my arms and took saif.

Me: "go rest, I'll take care of him"

Rashed: "are you sure"

Me: "yeah"

Rashed: "thanks"

He said and kissed my forehead then headed to the room leaving me and his son alone. Saif stopped crying and I entered the room and placed him in the middle between us as we all slept with heavy hearts that night. The only thing I wanted to know is what brought him here.

I woke up the next morning and found rashed awake still laying in bed with saif laying on top of his chest. I kept admiring that cute scene for a few minutes until I heard rashed say.

Rashed: "9ba7 el 5air"

Me: "9ba7 el noor"

Rashed: "t3ali grby"

I got closer to him but not too close. He stretched his right arm and pulled me closer. I laid my head on his chest and kept looking at saif while thinking. I was the one that was supposed to give him his first son and give his parents there first grandchild. I wanted it to be the first time he looks forward to having something precious, to be happy and excited with me. But I guess that is all wrong, he went through all of that with her. All my excitment for this baby I'm carrying in me is now gone. I don't know how I feel right now. Tears ran down my cheek while I thought of all that. All my happiness was taken away from the one I loved most. I looked up at rashed and he noticed my tears. He wiped them away and kissed my forehead and said "I'll explain everything to you whenever your ready". I just nodded and looked back at Saif. After a few minutes I said.

Me: "can I just ask you a few questions"

Rashed: "sure go ahead"

Me: "ummm what happened, y3ni what made you bring him here"

Rashed: "simply because he has no one other than me."

Me: "how?"

Rashed: "His mother passed away while giving birth to him and his grandmother said she didn't want him because he reminds her of her only daughter."

Me: "he has no mother?!" *I said in a sad tone*

Rashed: "unfortunately yes. That's why I want you to raise him, treat him like your own. He's our son now alyaziah and I want you to raise him with me"

Me: "It's gonna take me time to get used to this. You know it's hard for me"

Rashed: "I know it is, but try please if not for me then for him."

Me: "don't worry about it everything will be fine enshallah"

Rashed: "enshallah"

Me: "enzaiinnn rashedd"

Rashed: "hmm"

Me: "ummm I'm... Preg..nant"

Rashed: "..........."

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A Miserable Life Chapter 21

I watched my son through the window with a nurse dressing him up. Sara's mum took him as she headed to the car. I went and filled some papers, I decided to name him Saif because it's what his mother would have wanted. We went home and I sat in the living room with my son in my arms. I was staring at him from a few minutes now and I couldn't really focus on anything other than him. I spent a few hours with his grandmother discussing whats going to happen. She told me to take him and that she doesn't want anything to remind her of her daughter. I really didn't like what she said and plus where am I supposed to take him. I definitely cannot take him back home to alyaziah! I can't, I need to find another way. 

* Alyaziahs P.O.V *

We where all sitting in the living room when we heard the door open. I immediately smiled knowing it's rashed. I looked up and one thing caught my attention for sure, I saw rashed who looked very exhausted looking at me miserably while holding a baby boy. I made my way towards him and said "Is this your friends child" hoping it really was, he put the baby in my arms and went up to the room without saying anything. I felt overwhelmed and I didn't know what I was supposed to do. But I knew one thing for a fact, this isn't his friends son. I turned around and looked at my aunt with a smile on my face while tears filled my eyes. Suddenly the baby started crying, I sat down trying to make him stop but I couldn't I handed him to my aunt as she made him go to sleep. I left them and went up to my room and saw rashed standing by the window staring at nothing in particular. I went up to him and hugged him from the back while my head rested on his shoulder. As my tear drops escaped I asked "he's your son isn't he", after a few seconds he said "yes". I couldn't hold my sobs any longer and cried like I never did before. I didn't know what to feel right now. He shows me that he loves but then I discover that he betrayed me. Was this all a lie! Is she the one he proposed to before me! I shouldn't have believed him in the first place. He told me! He warned me! He said  to me that day at the beach "I will never be able to love you" and now I know it's the truth. He never loved me, he only did this because he saw how miserable I am, and how miserable my life is. He felt sorry for me and pitied me all along. How stupid and blind have I been to not have seen this coming. I can't say I hate him right now because I don't, but one thing I know for sure is that I resent him.

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A Miserable Life Chapter 20

A few months passed and today is the day that sara (rashed's wife) gives birth to their new baby born. Rashed and alyaziah's marraige couldn't be any better, they loved each other and nothing could have changed that. Rashed still didn't tell alyaziah about his marraige nor does he intend to but I think the day she finds out is very soon. Rashed was sleeping with alyaziah next to him when he suddenly got a call from sara's mother at 3 in the morning. He went to the other room and answered the phone. 

Rashed: "aloo hala 5alti"

Sara's mum: "rashed waink t3al bsr3a il7g 3a mrtk"

Rashed: "5air shu 9ayer"

Sara's mum: "madri madri 7arart'ha mrtf3a wayed w shklha ma y6mn! T3al bsr3a ana magdr awdeeha el mstshfa broo7i"

Rashed: "enshallah enshallah"

Sara's mum: "bsr3a la y9eer fe wldkm shay"

Rashed: "enshallah 5alti yalla al7een b6l3"

Sara's mum: "yalla enzain"

*phonecall ends*

Rashed runs to the other room and gets dressed. Alyaziah woke up because of all the fidgeting coming from rashed. 

Alyaziah: "rashed what time is it?"

Rashed: "huh?? Ummm 3 in the morning 7beebti go back to sleep"

Alyaziah: "ok but where are you going?"

Rashed: "umm a friend of mine had an accident as in the hospital! I have to go he needs me"

Alyaziah: "oh ok, take care"

Rashed: "I will"

He said and kissed her forehead then made his way to sara's house.

He entered the house and immediately ran to the room and found sara laying lifeless on the bed. He quickly carried her and took her to the car making his way to the nearest hospital. As he parked his car  near the entrance, he called on to someone for a bed to carry her on. Two nurses came and took her and rushed her in to get her checked while rashed and her mum followed. The doctor came and told them that she'll have to make her give birth now because both she and the baby are in danger. Hours passed and still they haven't heard anything from the doctor's or nurses. Rashed was getting nervous, he could see people running in and out of the same operating room for hours now and he has a gut feeling that something went wrong. Even if sara is his second wife, he still loves her equally to alyaziah. 

* On Alyaziah's side*

Today is the day of my appointment with my doctor. I made a few tests because I've been feeling sick in the past couple of days and I have a feeling I'm pregnant. I really truly hope I am because I waited for this for a long while now. I got dressed and went to the hospital, I made my way to the doctors office but didn't find her there. Another doctor was in there and she told me that she was filling in for my doctor claiming that she had an emergency with one of her patients and is not free right now. I said that it was fine and told her if she could check my results. Turns out I was pregnant for one month already and I couldn't be happier. I made my way home waiting to tell everyone the exciting news. I'll be the one giving my in laws the first grandson they ever had and that means a lot to me. I got home and told everyone the news about my pregnancy and they where all excited. We all decided that we should surprise rashed with this wonderful news when he's back. My in laws pampered me a lot while we were waiting for rasheds arrival and his sister mariam was fixing the place for a little celebration.

* Back to Rashed *

It was almost 2 in the afternoon when the doctor came out. I quickly stood up and made my way towards her

Rashed: "ha dktora 6mneny"

Doctor: "mbrook ijalak walad zay el amar"

Rashed: "el7mdellah! Inzain w hows sara doing"

Doctor *sad smile*: "5l emanak ib rabak awee, il ba2eyah b7yatak"

Rashed: "la ellaha ela allah"

He said as he heard his mother in law scream. He went to her and kissed her forehead while he hugged her tight as tear drops made his way down his cheek.

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A Miserable Life Chapter 19

PREVIOUSLY:

"You should've told me when it happened not months later! It's too late now and I'm.................."

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Me: "your what rashed?!"

Rashed: "I... I'm"

Me: "Rashed!"

He then came closer and hugged me tight.

Rashed: "It's just that I've missed you so much"

Me: "I missed you more! I'm sorry I really am rashed"

Rashed: "Let's just forget that all this happened and move on, ok"

Me: "ok"

Rashed: "would you like to go out for lunch today"

Me: "yeah sure! Why not?!"

Rashed: "ok then I'll leave you to get ready!"

Me: "ok!"

I got dressed and went downstairs.

I rushed to the car and we were off to dubai mall. We had lunch at joe's cafe and it was delicous! We we went back home and sat with the family. After having dinner, we went upstairs to our room. I was headed to the closet to change but rashed stopped me. He came closer and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. Our faces were so close to each other and he came even closer and whispered in my ear "a7bich". I couldn't resist but smile. He hugged me and then let me go in order to change. I got dressed into my night gown and laid in bed with him beside me. He put his arms around me and kissed my forehead making me feel safer than ever. As I was slipping into sleep his phone rang but I didn't bother and kept my eyes shut. I didn't really understand what he said because the person on the other end did most of the talking. I was curious and told myself I'll ask him tomorrow if I remember.

The next morning I decided I wanted to make him breakfast so I opened the balcony in the living room since the weather was nice and set the table. I made waffles with strawberries and chocolate syrup, his favorite. I waited for him until he came. He pulled me into a side hug and kissed my cheek. 

Me: "yalla ig3ed w kil"

Rashed: "inshallah", he said with a smile on his face and started eating.

After he was done eating I asked.

Me: "how was it"

Rashed: "one word! Delicous"

Me: "bl 3afya 3laik"

Rashed: "allah y3afeech 7beebti", he said and then went in to change for work.

I went in and saw him struggling with his tie. It was the first time I see him wearing a suit for work since he always wear's a kandora. I went up to him and was fixing the tie as I asked him.

Me: "why are you wearing a suit today" 

Rashed: "it's because I'm meeting important people and I have to give them a good first empression"

Me: "Oh then ok, I 'm done. Do you need help with anything else"

Rashed: "no I'm fine thanks I have to leave" he said and kissed my forehead before making his way to the door. 

I went back to sleep and woke up after a few hours. I got washed and changed then made my way downstairs to sit with my aunt.

Me: "9ba7 el 5air"

Salama: "9ba7 el noor 7beebti"

Me: "5alo rashed ys2l shu msween '3da elyoum"

Salama: "elyoum msween mchboos"

Me: "ok" I said and texted rashed to inform him.

Convo between us:

Me: "rashedddd"

Rashed: "??"

Me: "el'3da machboos"

Rashed: "inzain la t'trayaini l2na bt'3da wya rbee3y"

Me: "oh ok"

Rashed : "❤️"

*end of convo*

My uncle came back home and we were all sitting on the dining table ready to eat (3li, mariam, my aunt and uncle) when 5alo whispers to me "wain rashed", "3azmna rbee3a" I said and she continued eating without saying anything as I did the same.

Rasheds P.O.V:

I feel guilty that I lied but I know if she found out she won't forgive me. It's her fault that this happened in the first place, she left me just like that and You know a man has needs. I went to my other home and looked at my wife who is now pregnant. I kissed her forehead and apoligized for not coming last night. She cried because as she said "5laitny broo7y fe hl bait w ma3ndy 7d! 3l a8l she lives in your family's house and she's not alone when your not there!", I tried explaining to her that I can't always be here for her at night because I don't want alyaziah to know about us but she didn't want to understand. We ate lunch and then went to rest in our room. As she lay her head on my chest and I put my arms around, I dozed off to sleep. I woke up and looked at my watch only to realize that it's 7 in the evening. I checked my phone and saw that alyaziah has called me for more than ten times and that I had 28 messages from her. I obviously panicked, I don't want alyaziah to know about my other marraige. I was trying to find an excuse on my way home. I went in and immediately went to my room. As soon as I entered I saw her run to me "where were you all this time and why didn't you answer your phone?!" She said with worry filling her eyes. "I went with my friends car and forgot mine in my car that's why" I said and casually walked away and went to our room. I hope that doesn't happen everytime I go there! 

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A Miserable Life Chapter 18

PREVIOUSLY:

Rashed and me were growing apart. I would rarely see him. It's like we're two strangers living together. I want to fix things and I'm trying. But first he needs to know. I need to tell him. I will.

I KNOW IT'S VERY SHORT but a lot of you wanted me to post and it's all I could do now!

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I woke up the next morning and went to his room but didn't find him. It looks like he didn't sleep here last night. I went and sat in the living room waiting for him, as soon as he came in I stood up. He looked me in the eyes for the first time in a very long while. I know that he understands what I want to say, I can tell. He came and sat on the sofa as I did the same.

Rashed: "what is it?"

Me: "huh?"

Rashed: "don't you want to tell me something"

Me: "umm yes, I wanted to say that I'm sorry rashed. I'm sorry I stayed away I really am and I want to fix this. Please lets start over"

Rashed: "alyaziah it wasn't me who made that choice, you were the one. You were the one that stayed away, you even moved to the other room! Why?! Why! Just tell me!"

Me: "I'm sorry but I can't"

Rashed: "If you want us to get back together without any problems then you'll tell me today!"

He said and walked away mad. I didn't know what to do! Should I tell him or not. I waited for a few hours and entered our room. I really miss him and I've decided that I should tell him. I laid down and just stared at him beside me. I laid my head on his chest as tear drops ran down my cheek. I felt a feeling that I haven't experienced in a while now. I dozed off to sleep without feeling. I opened my eyes and looked up at him, he had a sad smile on and his eyes showed that he was hurt. He was playing with my hair and we were looking at each other. I hugged him tightly and said that I'm ready to tell him what made me this way. So I did, but he had no reaction whatsoever. I was worried, whats going to happen next. But after a few seconds he kissed my forehead, got off of bed, got dressed and said "You should've told me when it happened not months later! It's too late now and I'm.................."

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A Miserable Life Chapter 17

PREVIOUSLY:

 I decided I'll stay quiet for her sake and see how she is these upcoming days, I hope she'll go back to my old alyaziah because I'm not liking her right now. 

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Alyaziah: "I never knew you smoked"

I just looked at her with a raised eyebrow.

Alyaziah: "It's not good for you"

Me: "and since when did you care"

Alyaziah: "what?... Rashed I always cared"

Me: "right"

Alyaziah: "whats that supposed to mean"

I can tell that she was mad now and I wasn't in the mood to argue about anything with her.

Me: "ana t3ban w broo7 anam! Don't stay up too late"

I walked away without even looking at her and immediately went to sleep. I woke up the next morning and looked to my left but it seems that she hasn't slept at all last night oorrrr she did but somewhere else. I looked for her in the living room but she wasn't there. I went up to my sisters room and found her there, the door wasn't closed completely and I could see her from my point. I saw her while she sat on the bed hugging her knees and crying. I didn't know what was wrong but I just couldn't stand seeing her like that. I walked in and took her in my arms, I kept calming her down until I heard no voice. I backed away a bit and looked at her. She was asleep. I layed her in bed and sat beside her thinking to myself what am I gonna do with her? How am I gonna make her open up? I don't know why but I think that she doesn't trust me enough. She woke up a few hours later.

Me: "9ba7 el 5air", I said as I kissed her forehead.

Alyaziah: "9ba7 el noor"

Me: "feeling better now"

Alyaziah: "mhmm"

Me: "can you please tell me what's wrong?"

Alyaziah: "I don't want to talk about it"

Me: "alyaziah I'm your husband! I have the right to know!"

Alyaziah: "rashed please!"

Me: "ugh! Fine but your gonna tell me sooner or later! Now get changed and lets go take a swim in the pool"

Alyaziah: "ok"

We both got changed and went out to the pool. I could see that she was afraid but I didn't really know from what. I pulled her closer to me by putting my left arm around her waist. She fidgeted by my actions and tried to get far away from me. That's when I knew that she feared me. But why? We seemed to be doing fine in the past couple of days. Why is she acting this way? I was curious. I ignored and jumped in the pool while she sat on the chair and stared at me. Weeks passed and she hasn't changed. She would refuse to talk to me or even come close to me. Ever since we went back home, she slept in the other room. I don't know what's wrong with her and I'm fed up with trying to let her talk so I just let her be.

Alyaziah's P.O.V:

I couldn't tell him. I couldn't say that I was pregnant. It made me devestated when I knew I lost the soul that was in me. I refused to get intimate with him because he didn't know. At first it was because I didn't want him to see the scars on my body. Yes I had scars from the beating I got. One of the mornings without anyone knowing, I went to my fathers place. Those women were still there, I tried dragging them out but couldn't. They were screaming and I started fighting physically with them. I've had enough and I didn't want them anywhere near my father. He was there just watching them beat me up. He told them to stop and I thought to myself for a few seconds that yes that's my father, he won't allow this and he's going to let them go. But I was wrong, my father stood up and came close to me, I thought that he would help me up but no he didn't. Instead, he kicked me right there in the middle where my baby was. I didn't know I was pregnant until I went to the hospital and the nurse said "you'll be okay ma'am but I'm sorry for your loss", I didn't know what she meant, my loss? What did I lose? "What loss?" I asked "oh, you didn't know you were pregnant" I shook my head as in no as tears came rolling down my cheeck. Why? God why did this happen to me? Why did I have to go to my father? Why???

A few months passed by and no one knew. Rashed and me were growing apart. I would rarely see him. It's like we're two strangers living together. I want to fix things and I'm trying. But first he needs to know. I need to tell him. I will.

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A Miserable Life Chapter 15

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I stayed silent and held his hand as we both slept thinking of whats going to happen tomorrow.

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I woke up the next day and went to the dining to have breakfast. My uncle and his wife were already there.

Me: "9ba7 el 5air"

Both of them: "9ba7 el noor"

Me: "ha 3yal wain maryoom elyoum?"

Salama: "ra7at el jam3a"

Me: "oh"

We ate and then went and sat in the living room. 

Salama: "yazooy"

Me: "n3m"

Salama: "msh mfkra tkmleen drastch, y3ni awl wgfty 3shan ibooch bs al7een mafe shay ymn3"

Me: "adri 3mo inshallah bd5l next semester."

Salama: "btdshen jam3a fe dubai 9a7. Y3ni ma y9eer thdeen raylich w t3esheen fl sharjah"

Me: "madri walla bs akeed ma b5lee, y3ni sharjah msh mn b3dha bs n9 sa3a fa aroom aroo7 w arid 3adi"

Salama: "walla madreebch s2ly rashed w choofy shu ygool"

Me: "enshallah"

After a few minutes rashed came down. I told him that I'm going to tell his dad about my dad's problem and that he might know what to do and he agreed.

Me: "3amii"

Fahad: "ha 7beebty"

Me:"umm aba agoolk shay"

Fahad: "gooly".....

I told him what I saw at my fathers house and he was mostly furious but also shocked. He quickly grabbed his '3tra and 3gal and headed to the car. 

Me: "3ami l7'6a byee wyak"

I quickly ran upstairs and put on my abaya. I got into the car and we were now on our way to my dads house. As soon as we arrived my uncle went in with me and rashed behind him, rashed followed us with his car. We went in with the same exact scene I saw! You could see how mad my uncle was from the look on his eyes.

Fahad: "allah yl3nkm! Intu shu ma tst7on!! Bara yalla bara! 6l3u bara!!!"

Lady 1: "7beeby 7moody chofa ygolna n6l3"

Lady 2: "haih ma y9eer chthe kaif y6rdna w msh baita! 5la y6l3 ma nba hnee"

Ahmed: "inta ib ay 7ag da5el 3laina chthee w foug ha t9ari5! Ha?"

Fahad: "a7med! Aba a3aref hayail shu msweenbk?! Ha? La3been fe 3glik! Ahmed 5alhm y6l3oon al7een"

Ahmed: "mb 3kaifk inzain ana 7r w abahm! W lw mb 3aybinik tgdr troo7 ana mb nage9 3war ras!"

Fahad: "ha bdal ma tst'3fr rabik w t6lb el r7ma ga3ed tswee che!!"

Ahmed: "inta ma y59k! Ana aswee ely aba!"

Fahad: "w bntk! Alyazia shu thanbha! Ha? Goolily shu thanbha?!"

Ahmed: "alyaziah ana mtbree mnha! Mabaha wla aba ashoofha! Ya5i 7so feeni ana kl ma ashoofha at'thkr el mr7ooma w 9ara7tan aba ansaha"

Fahad: "bt'tbra mnha ya a7md! Intu shu ma3ndk e7sas m5lee hl ashkal tg9 3laik! Walla 7aram ya a7md walla 7ram! La 7wl wla 8wata ela billa"

Ahmed: "bara! Bara yalla bara maba ashoof wala wa7ed mnkm mnee yalla!"

I couldn't believe what my father said in there. Did he really mean it? I looked at rashed with my eyes full of tears. He side hugged me and walked me to his car and drove off. I held in my tears, I didn't want to cry. I'm fed up from all of this, the people I care about the most are always the ones who leave me. I can't stand this anymore. Rashed took me to the beach and we took a walk by the beach. We were both so silent, after a couple of hours the sun was setting and we decided that we wanted to sit for a while. Rashed sat on the sand and pulled me onto his lap. I placed my arms around his neck as my head laid on his chest. 

Rashed: "You can cry if you want to, you know. There's nothing wrong with that"

Me: "I'm fine"

Rashed: "I want you to let everything out alyazia, I want to be there for you but there's a lot of things your not telling me. You have to let me in"

Me: "I will, I promise but not now"

Rashed: "you promised"

Me: "when it's the right time, I'll tell you everything"

Rashed: "I love you"

Me: "I love you more"

I leaned in and gave him a peck on his cheeks. After an hour we walked to the car and went back home. I know that marrying him was right after this day. He was there for me and I really feel safe when I'm around him. 

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A Miserable Life Chapter 14

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Rashed excused himself and told me to get ready to go to my fathers house.

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After I finished getting ready, I wore my abaya and went down with rashed. We let his parents know that we're leaving and were off to my father's house. A few minutes later we were there I stepped into the house and was surprised, more like shocked. The scene I saw in the living room was beyond embarassing. I was ashamed of it! As tears ran down my cheek, I quickly held rasheds hand and ran outside. I couldn't believe that the person in there was my father! That is not him!! If you guys want to know what I saw I'm sure you'd be disgusted! Imagine seeing your father sitting and laughing with sluts all over him! I really couldn't believe it! How could my brother even allow that to happen in our house!!! The whole way back home I was crying, rashed couldn't even say anything and I was really embarassed! He saw what I saw, I wish that neither of us saw it. As soon as we got back home I ran to our room and called mayed. After a couple of rings he answered.

Me: "aloo *sobs"

Mayed: "aloo! Yazooy laish t9e7een?!"

Me: "la tswee 3mrk ma t3rf!! Ana shft kl shay!! Kaif sm7tla yswee chee! Kaif mayed KAIFF"

Mayed: "la elaha ela allah! Ma gdrt aswi shay! Gltla may9eer! 7awalt awgfa bs gal ana bmoot greeb w awna yba ystanas fl dnya! Madri shu msween fe la3been fe m5a!!"

Me: "allah ya5th'hm!! Yn7rgon fe nar jhnm gool ameen!"

Mayed: "ana mn kthr ma '6ayagni el shay 7ta ma gdrt ast7ml w shlait shamsa w 6l3na mn el bait! 6ool elyoum ez3aj w w 7ta el flail ma n3rf nrgd mn 7shrt'hm!!"

Me: "mayed n7na lazim ngool 7g 3ami fahad 5la yt9rf ma3a"

Mayed: "LA2!! Yazooy mhma y9eer ma tgolenla!"

Me: "mayed ana bgoola y3ni shu n5le yswe el yba w nskt 3na"

Mayed: "yazooy ana ma y59ny bs itha kbrt el mshkla inti t9rfy ana ma btd5l! W yalla bye!"

And he hung up. How can something like that happen?! I never imagined that!! I kept crying while rashed tried to calm down. We were sitting in the living room and I fell asleep on his lap so he carried me to the bed and covered me up. I was half asleep by now and I saw him walk away heading to the living room.

Me: "rashed wain btroo7"

Rashed: "ma broo7 mkan 7beebti bs bgfl el bab w brdlch. Namai inti ok"

Me: "ok"

I closed my eyes in order to sleep. A few seconds later he came and layed beside me. He hugged me from the back and pulled me closer to him. He kissed me on my neck and whispered "a7bch" I stayed silent and held his hand as we both slept thinking of whats going to happen tomorrow.

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A Miserable Life Chapter 13

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 We woke up the next day early, packed our bags and left for the airport. We boarded the plane and were now headed back to our hometown, our dubai.

For those who don't remember Salama and Fahad are rasheds parents.

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We finally reached dubai and were headed to his parents house. I missed this place a lot and yes I'm back but everythings gonna be different. I'm a married woman now, I won't be living with my father and I won't be free to do whatever I want or go wherever I want to. I'll have to always ask permission from my husband before doing anything. One thing I know that I have to do is to accept this, I know it's going to be hard for me but it's what all married woman have to do. We leave our family to start a new one, to make our small family bigger. The only thing I hope for right now is to have a happy and successful marraige and nothing else.

The gates opened as the car went through and stopped right infront if the huge wooden door. Rashed got out of the car, came to my side and opened the door for me.

Rashed: "W a5eran w9lna"

I looked at him and smiled as he put his left arm around my back and pulled me closer to him. We walked into the living room together and found my aunt, uncle and cousin Mariam sitting there.

Rashed: "salam"

Fahad: "w 3laikm el salam! El7mdellah 3al salama"

Me & Rashed: "allah yslmk"

As we both went and kissed his forehead.

Salama: "hala hala b7beebi wldi! El7mdellah 3a salamtkm! Nwrtu el bait!"

Rashed & Me: "allah yslmch, mnwr bwjoodch!"

Salama: "ma b'3aitu trdoon ishtgnalkm!"

Rashed: "walla n7n ely ishtgnalkm akthr"

Fahad: "srtu bait 5alik wla seeda yaito hnee"

Rashed: "la yaina hnee"

Fahad: "afaa msh 3aib ma tro7oon tslmoon"

Rashed: "inshallah bnroo7 el m'3rb bs t3banen fa glna a7sn eni el bait w nry7 awl"

Fahad: "inzain msh b3dain tgoloon mt3ayzeen w tknsloon"

Rashed: "la enshalla elyoum ray7een! Yalla inzain n7n bnroo7 nry7 shwy"

Salama: "ok 7beeby"

Rashed walked me to our room. I thought that we were going to sleep in Rashed's room but turns out that his mother gave us a suite with 1 room, an office fpr rashid and a living room with a small kitchen. Everything in it looked luxorious and elegant, I loked it a lot. The maids got our bags as we settled in. I was too exhausted to unpack so I thought it'll be better to do it later. I sunk into the bed and turned to see rashed who was apparently already asleep. I couldn't blame him cause I was exhausted myself. I got closer to him and laid my head on his chest as I went to sleep. I woke up a few hours later and rashed was still asleep. I kept tracing shapes on his chest with my finger. From his chest my finger went all the way to his face as I kept examining all his features. My finger landed on his lips as I gently felt it. I was so engrossed that I didn't even notice that he woke up until he suddenly bit my finger softly. I giggled and said "you scared me! When did you wake up?" And he said "a few minutes ago". He gave me a kiss on my forehead as I raised my self up to his level and gave him a peck on the cheek. He turned his head slightly and looked me straight in the eye. He got closer and kissed me on the lips then excused himself and told me to get ready to go to my fathers house.

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A Miserable Life Chapter 12

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He slapped me and walked away. I don't know where he went and I didn't care! All I wanted right now was to stay alone. I didn't want him here, I didn't want him anywhere near me.

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I walked to the bedroom and went laid on my bed still not believing what had happened. Was that real? Did he really slap me?? I really couldn't believe it! No one has ever laid hands on me like that, not even my father. How could he?! I cried myself to sleep that night and woke up around noon the next day. I thanked god that Rashed wasn't there and then made myself something to eat.  Half way in eating my breakfast I heard the door open, I lifted my head and saw rashed. He gave me a cold stare then went in and changed. I got up and placed my plate in the dish washer as rashed sat on the sofa across and started watching tv, ignoring me completely. I did the same and ignored, I took the stuff we bought yesterday and started packing them in the bag. After that I went to the living room and sat on the chair across from rashed. 

Me: "rashed"

Rashed: *ignores and continues watching tv*

Me: "rashed! Mta bnrd dubai??"

Rashed: *ignores*

Me: "I'm asking you a question! The least you could do is answer it!!"

Rashed: "*answers coldly* youm bt7trmainy w mat3len 9otch hatheek el sa3a brid 3alaich"

Me: "uffff"

Rashed: "w b3d t't2fifain"

Me: *ignores*

After 10 minutes....

Rashed: "bnrid bacher el flail"

After he said that I raised my head and looked at him with teary eyes. I admit it, I miss him. I wanted to cry badly. He looked back at me and I could see that he wasn't happy with this either. A few seconds later I couldn't handle looking him in the eye so I stared at my lap. Rashed stood up and came towards me, he bent down and hugged me. I started crying because I truly missed him. He tried to calm me down.

Rashed: "shhh 5ala9 7beebti walla I'm sorry. Ma knt a89d!"

Me: "You think I can forgive you easily! You didn't even tell me who she is! You owe me an explanation!"

Rashed: "That's because you didn't give me the chance to"

Me: "But you left! You went and left me all alone rashed!"

Rashed: "I'm sorry! I swear that I am"

Me: "Who is she? Tell me please"

Rashed: "I will"

He pulled away from the hug and sat down on the sofa making me face him.

Rashed: "Look it's not something you need to worry about. She's not my girlfriend and she never was. You know my friend 3mar, the guy that picked us up from the airport?"

Me: "yeah"

Rashed: "They dated for about 4 years but they broke up a couple of months ago. 3mar found out that she was engaged and when he told her to break up her engagment she refused saying that even if she tried it wouldn't happen. She was selfish and didn't really care about anything or anyone but herself, she didn't even try! 3mar was broken and depressed, he really loved her and even told his sisters and his mom about him wanting to propose to her in his last year of university. But what he wished for didn't come true."

Me: "umm I'm sorry"

Rashed: "yeah well anyways why don't we go out?!"

Me: "sure! But let me go change first"

I went and got dressed and went out with rashed, all we did was get icecream and walk around in our neighborhood. After that we went back home and rashed told me to wear something nice since we were going out for dinner. We went out and he took me to scott's, I really liked it, the food was simply delicious. We went back that night feeling exhausted and slept. We woke up the next day early, packed our bags and left for the airport. We boarded the plane and were now headed back to our hometown, our dubai.

A Miserable Life Chapter 10

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I went out and laid in bed, Rashed came after a few minutes and hugged me from the back. I really feel safe with him and I couldn’t wish for anything better than the life I’m living with him.

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A couple of days passed and now it was time to go to london...

 I woke up that day early and started packing. I sat on the floor with the suit case in front of me and started folding our clothes and putting them neatly in the bag. 

After a few minutes I felt rashed hugging me from the back. He kissed my cheek and whispered "good morning". I looked at him and smiled.

Rashed: "ana bseer 3nd el reception 3shan at2kd ina kl shay jahiz"

Me: "ok"

He left and I continued packing. After I was done I sat on the sofa in the living room and decided to call my father.

 

Ahmed: "aloo"

Me: "aloo?! Baba"

Ahmed: "hala 7beebty! sh7alich?!"

Me: "el7mdillah ana b5air! Inta sh7alik 6mny 3alaik"

Ahmed: "ana zain el7mdillah la t5afain 3alai"

Me: "akeed??"

Ahmed: "7beebti walla ma feeni ela el3afya! Ha goolely kaif rashed wyach?"

Me: "la el7mdillah zain msh mg9r"

Ahmed: "ha chfty ana gltlch ina zain bs inti um el dl3 *copies her voice* msh mrt7tla *laughs*"

Me: "*laughs* shu aswi b3d ma kan m3brni bs al7een youm 3rfta irt7t"

Ahmed: "3yal waina 3nich hati bslm 3alaih"

Me: "hw msh mwjood al7een ra7 3shan yswi check out l2na 3gb shwy bnroo7 london"

Ahmed: "zain 3yal slmeely 3alaih"

Me: "yoo9al"

Just as I hung up, rashed came in with the bell man behind him.

Rashed: "yazooy 7beebti t'36y byd5l el ryal 3shan yshl el shn6"

Me: "enshallah", I said as I quickly went and grabbed my scarf.

Rashed: "5ala9 kl shay fl shn6 wla tbain t76een shay b3d"

Me: "la 76ait kl shay"

Rashed: "akeed??"

Me: "haih"

Rashed: "ok", *turns to the bell man* "you can take them all"

Bell man: "ok sir"

He took the bags and left.

Me: "al7een bnseer?"

Rashed: "haih el 6yara b3d 2 hours fa lazim mn al7een n6l3"

Me: "ok"

Rashed: "yalla 3yal! Bs akeed msh nasya shay"

Me: "la2 I have everything"

Rashed: "ok"

  

We then made our way to the airport. Rashed got everything done and checked us in, we still had an hour till our flight so we just sat in the lounge for a while. After a few minutes it was time to board the plane.

Rashed: "7beebti yalla lazim nrkb el 6ayara"

Me: "ok", I said as I took my handbag and walked behind him.

We boarded the plane and sat in our seats. Rashed sat by the window because he doesn't like being bothered by the people or the staff passing by. I settled down and looked at rashed who seemed like he was looking for something.

Me: "rashed, What are you looking for"

Rashed: "my phone! I can't find it"

Me: "ymkn nsaita fl lounge!"

Rashed: "ya allah!!! Bchoof itha by5looni aroo7 bsr3a adwra wla la"

Me: "ok! Bs la t't25r"

Rashed asked the flight attendant if he can go and get his phone fast and she told him that he could since the plane is already being delayed for other reasons. After about 20 minutes rashed came back with his phone in his hand.

Rashed: "found it" he said still trying to catch his breath.

Me: "el7mdillah"

Rashed: "Yah"

He than sat down and after a few minutes the captain announced that we had to put our seat belts on because we'll be taking off soon. We buckled our seat belts and rashed held my hand tightly. After a few minutes we unfastened our seat belts and rashed decided to take a nap while I watched a movie. I was so into the movie that I didn't even notice rashed wake up until I heard his laugh. I turned around and just stared at him asking myself what is he laughing about.

Me: "rashed why are you laughing"

Rashed: "huh?.. I.. I....."

I couldn't understand anything because of his laughing. But it really annoyed me y3ni what's so funny that would make him laugh like that.

Me: "rashed!!!"

Rashed: "hahaha!! Inti chfti shklch youm itab3een film! Walla inich nkta, shly y9y7 lhl drja y3ni w7da rylha mat w it's not even true!! Haha! Walla shklch kan y'67k inti broo7ich film! *continues laughing*"

Me: "EXCUSE ME!!! You think it's funny?! Rashed el shay ma y'67k ok!!!"

Rashed: "inzain sorry msh lazim t39been *laughs again*"

Me: "Uffff", I said as I got off my seat.

Rashed: "wain ray7a"

Me: "broo7 el 7mam ok!!"

Rashed: "haha ok"

I seriously don't get what's funny! Ufff wayed 8hrny!! Anyways I entered the toilet and fixed myself up, suddenly I heard a knock at the door. I opened the door and peeked, rashed was standing there right infront of me and yes I was still mad at him.

Rashed: "y3ni awnich z3lana"

Me: "uff rashed what do you want? Y3ni magdr ast5dm el 7mam 3a ra7ty"

Rashed: "la2 ma tgdreen"

I didn't want to talk so I pushed the door shut but his hand stopped it. Rashed stepped in.

Me: "ufff rashed get out!!"

Rashed: "maba"

Me: "Rashed!!"

Rashed: "mab6l3 lain ma achoofich tbtsmain"

Me: "uff are you serious"

Rashed: "yes I am! Yalla smileee"

Me: "ya allah!! 5ala9 i6l3"

As soon as I said that rashed locked the door and pulled me in for a kiss. In the first couple of seconds I was stubborn and didn't kiss him back, but then I did. As our faces parted, I looked into his eyes and smiled.

Rashed: "ha r'6aity al7een! Msh z3lana"

Me: "*giggle* mmm msh z3lana"

Rashed laughed at me and then held my hand as we left the toilet and walked back to our seats. We spent the rest of the time talking to each other and enjoying our time together. Time passed by fast and now we finally arrived in london. We got off the plane and went to the baggage claim. After we got our things done we headed out and  a guy approached us.

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A Miserable Life Chapter 7

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He kissed my forehead and whispered "goodnight" as we both slept peacefully that night.

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I woke up the next morning and didn't find him next to me. I called out for him "rashed! Rashed!" I just laid there in bed and didn't know what to do because I was fully naked. So I waited for him, then he came out of the toilet with just a towel wrapped around his waist.

Rashed: 9ba7 el 5air

Then he made his way to the bed and kissed my forehead and told me to go take a shower and that breakfast will be ready once I'm done. I quickly ran to the toilet as soon as he left the room and took a quick shower. I then got dressed and applied a little bit of make up. I went out of the bathroom and went to the living room and found him sitting there by the table which was filled with all kinds of foods. I sat there not touching anything until he told me to go ahead and eat, but I was so shy to do so I only took one piece of hotdog and placed it on my plate.

Rashed: "shfeech? Laish ma takleen"

Me: "hmm la2 3adi ga3da akil"

Rashed: "itchathbene ana ga3ed ashoofch ma kalty shay"

He then started feeding me. I felt so little and didn't even bother to argue with him because I know there's no point on doing so. Once we were done with breakfast he told me to get changed because we had to go say our goodbye's to our family before heading to the airport. We first went to my dad's house and then went to his parent's house. We then went to the airport.

Me: "rashed wain bnsafer?"

Rashed: "bt3rfeen b3d shwy;)"

We checked in and everything and I kept bugging him to tell me where we were going until he gave up and said.

Rashed: "phillipenes"

Me: " shu phillipenes! Are you serious?!"

Rashed: "yes I am"

Anyways we boarded the plane and when the captain started speaking I heard that he said we're going to maldives.

Me: "rashed! Bnroo7 el maldives?!"

Rashed: "haha yes I wanted to surprise you"

After a couple of hours we finally reached the maldives and headed to our hotel and immediately went to sleep because we were exhausted from the flight. I woke up the next day and didn't find him sleeping next to me again, I went and looked for him everywhere but couldn't find him. I sat in the room waiting for him for hours but he still didn't appear. It's been six hours already! Where did he disappear?!! I thought to myself why waste my day waiting for him when I can enjoy it, I went out admiring the beautiful scene of the waves crashing and the sun setting and sat out for a while. After a couple of minutes I felt thirsty and headed inside but I was surprised to find the door locked so I went around to the front door but it was also locked. I peeked through the windows trying to find a way to get in but failed miserably and gave up. I then went backdoor and sat yet again enjoying my view.

Rashed's P.O.V:

I woke up in the morning and went to the reception to organize everything for tonight. I finished with everything and went back to our room without her seeing me. The way she looked broke my heart, she looked so sad but I wanted to surprise her. I waited till she went out and as soon as she did I quickly ran and locked all the doors. The hotel staff came quietly to fix everything, in the end everything looked amazing it was exactly what I wanted it to be. After the preparations were done, I went and opened the door and made my way to her. I found her sleeping on the beach chair and gently woke her up and asked her to go inside with me. I held her hand and we walked side by side. We are  now standing in front of the door, I don't know what her reaction will be and all I'm doing right now is hoping she likes it.

HEADS UP ABOUT THE STORY

Hellooo readers!

I just wanted to give you a heads up that I won't be posting anything till June the 18th and that's because it's the end of the year and I'm 3 weeks away from exams so I'll be really busy! I didn't want to keep you hanging and I'm really really sorry that I can't post but I promise that when I post next time I'll make sure it's really long and worth the wait and enshallah it's gonna get better! A lot of ideas are running in my mind for the upcoming chapters and I hope all of you like them in the future! You can always feel free to contact me on twitter, kik, ask, or even instagram (@love_blogs) <— this is my username for all social networks. 

xoxo; Noura