I walked away and went to the room. I didn't want to think of anything right now so I decided to go to sleep. I woke up at around 1 am from the cries of the baby. I went to the small living room in our suite and found rashid tiredly trying to make the baby calm. I got closer and sat next to him. I leaned my head on his left shoulder.
Me: "What did you name him?"
Rashed: "saif"
Me: "mhmm"
We stayed quiet for a couple of minutes and then I stretched my arms and took saif.
Me: "go rest, I'll take care of him"
Rashed: "are you sure"
Me: "yeah"
Rashed: "thanks"
He said and kissed my forehead then headed to the room leaving me and his son alone. Saif stopped crying and I entered the room and placed him in the middle between us as we all slept with heavy hearts that night. The only thing I wanted to know is what brought him here.
I woke up the next morning and found rashed awake still laying in bed with saif laying on top of his chest. I kept admiring that cute scene for a few minutes until I heard rashed say.
Rashed: "9ba7 el 5air"
Me: "9ba7 el noor"
Rashed: "t3ali grby"
I got closer to him but not too close. He stretched his right arm and pulled me closer. I laid my head on his chest and kept looking at saif while thinking. I was the one that was supposed to give him his first son and give his parents there first grandchild. I wanted it to be the first time he looks forward to having something precious, to be happy and excited with me. But I guess that is all wrong, he went through all of that with her. All my excitment for this baby I'm carrying in me is now gone. I don't know how I feel right now. Tears ran down my cheek while I thought of all that. All my happiness was taken away from the one I loved most. I looked up at rashed and he noticed my tears. He wiped them away and kissed my forehead and said "I'll explain everything to you whenever your ready". I just nodded and looked back at Saif. After a few minutes I said.
Me: "can I just ask you a few questions"
Rashed: "sure go ahead"
Me: "ummm what happened, y3ni what made you bring him here"
Rashed: "simply because he has no one other than me."
Me: "how?"
Rashed: "His mother passed away while giving birth to him and his grandmother said she didn't want him because he reminds her of her only daughter."
Me: "he has no mother?!" *I said in a sad tone*
Rashed: "unfortunately yes. That's why I want you to raise him, treat him like your own. He's our son now alyaziah and I want you to raise him with me"
Me: "It's gonna take me time to get used to this. You know it's hard for me"
Rashed: "I know it is, but try please if not for me then for him."
Me: "don't worry about it everything will be fine enshallah"
Rashed: "enshallah"
Me: "enzaiinnn rashedd"
Rashed: "hmm"
Me: "ummm I'm... Preg..nant"
Rashed: "..........."
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How do you think rashed will react to this? Is he gonna be happy about it or not?
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