A Miserable Life Chapter 15

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I stayed silent and held his hand as we both slept thinking of whats going to happen tomorrow.

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I woke up the next day and went to the dining to have breakfast. My uncle and his wife were already there.

Me: "9ba7 el 5air"

Both of them: "9ba7 el noor"

Me: "ha 3yal wain maryoom elyoum?"

Salama: "ra7at el jam3a"

Me: "oh"

We ate and then went and sat in the living room. 

Salama: "yazooy"

Me: "n3m"

Salama: "msh mfkra tkmleen drastch, y3ni awl wgfty 3shan ibooch bs al7een mafe shay ymn3"

Me: "adri 3mo inshallah bd5l next semester."

Salama: "btdshen jam3a fe dubai 9a7. Y3ni ma y9eer thdeen raylich w t3esheen fl sharjah"

Me: "madri walla bs akeed ma b5lee, y3ni sharjah msh mn b3dha bs n9 sa3a fa aroom aroo7 w arid 3adi"

Salama: "walla madreebch s2ly rashed w choofy shu ygool"

Me: "enshallah"

After a few minutes rashed came down. I told him that I'm going to tell his dad about my dad's problem and that he might know what to do and he agreed.

Me: "3amii"

Fahad: "ha 7beebty"

Me:"umm aba agoolk shay"

Fahad: "gooly".....

I told him what I saw at my fathers house and he was mostly furious but also shocked. He quickly grabbed his '3tra and 3gal and headed to the car. 

Me: "3ami l7'6a byee wyak"

I quickly ran upstairs and put on my abaya. I got into the car and we were now on our way to my dads house. As soon as we arrived my uncle went in with me and rashed behind him, rashed followed us with his car. We went in with the same exact scene I saw! You could see how mad my uncle was from the look on his eyes.

Fahad: "allah yl3nkm! Intu shu ma tst7on!! Bara yalla bara! 6l3u bara!!!"

Lady 1: "7beeby 7moody chofa ygolna n6l3"

Lady 2: "haih ma y9eer chthe kaif y6rdna w msh baita! 5la y6l3 ma nba hnee"

Ahmed: "inta ib ay 7ag da5el 3laina chthee w foug ha t9ari5! Ha?"

Fahad: "a7med! Aba a3aref hayail shu msweenbk?! Ha? La3been fe 3glik! Ahmed 5alhm y6l3oon al7een"

Ahmed: "mb 3kaifk inzain ana 7r w abahm! W lw mb 3aybinik tgdr troo7 ana mb nage9 3war ras!"

Fahad: "ha bdal ma tst'3fr rabik w t6lb el r7ma ga3ed tswee che!!"

Ahmed: "inta ma y59k! Ana aswee ely aba!"

Fahad: "w bntk! Alyazia shu thanbha! Ha? Goolily shu thanbha?!"

Ahmed: "alyaziah ana mtbree mnha! Mabaha wla aba ashoofha! Ya5i 7so feeni ana kl ma ashoofha at'thkr el mr7ooma w 9ara7tan aba ansaha"

Fahad: "bt'tbra mnha ya a7md! Intu shu ma3ndk e7sas m5lee hl ashkal tg9 3laik! Walla 7aram ya a7md walla 7ram! La 7wl wla 8wata ela billa"

Ahmed: "bara! Bara yalla bara maba ashoof wala wa7ed mnkm mnee yalla!"

I couldn't believe what my father said in there. Did he really mean it? I looked at rashed with my eyes full of tears. He side hugged me and walked me to his car and drove off. I held in my tears, I didn't want to cry. I'm fed up from all of this, the people I care about the most are always the ones who leave me. I can't stand this anymore. Rashed took me to the beach and we took a walk by the beach. We were both so silent, after a couple of hours the sun was setting and we decided that we wanted to sit for a while. Rashed sat on the sand and pulled me onto his lap. I placed my arms around his neck as my head laid on his chest. 

Rashed: "You can cry if you want to, you know. There's nothing wrong with that"

Me: "I'm fine"

Rashed: "I want you to let everything out alyazia, I want to be there for you but there's a lot of things your not telling me. You have to let me in"

Me: "I will, I promise but not now"

Rashed: "you promised"

Me: "when it's the right time, I'll tell you everything"

Rashed: "I love you"

Me: "I love you more"

I leaned in and gave him a peck on his cheeks. After an hour we walked to the car and went back home. I know that marrying him was right after this day. He was there for me and I really feel safe when I'm around him. 

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A Miserable Life Chapter 14

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Rashed excused himself and told me to get ready to go to my fathers house.

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After I finished getting ready, I wore my abaya and went down with rashed. We let his parents know that we're leaving and were off to my father's house. A few minutes later we were there I stepped into the house and was surprised, more like shocked. The scene I saw in the living room was beyond embarassing. I was ashamed of it! As tears ran down my cheek, I quickly held rasheds hand and ran outside. I couldn't believe that the person in there was my father! That is not him!! If you guys want to know what I saw I'm sure you'd be disgusted! Imagine seeing your father sitting and laughing with sluts all over him! I really couldn't believe it! How could my brother even allow that to happen in our house!!! The whole way back home I was crying, rashed couldn't even say anything and I was really embarassed! He saw what I saw, I wish that neither of us saw it. As soon as we got back home I ran to our room and called mayed. After a couple of rings he answered.

Me: "aloo *sobs"

Mayed: "aloo! Yazooy laish t9e7een?!"

Me: "la tswee 3mrk ma t3rf!! Ana shft kl shay!! Kaif sm7tla yswee chee! Kaif mayed KAIFF"

Mayed: "la elaha ela allah! Ma gdrt aswi shay! Gltla may9eer! 7awalt awgfa bs gal ana bmoot greeb w awna yba ystanas fl dnya! Madri shu msween fe la3been fe m5a!!"

Me: "allah ya5th'hm!! Yn7rgon fe nar jhnm gool ameen!"

Mayed: "ana mn kthr ma '6ayagni el shay 7ta ma gdrt ast7ml w shlait shamsa w 6l3na mn el bait! 6ool elyoum ez3aj w w 7ta el flail ma n3rf nrgd mn 7shrt'hm!!"

Me: "mayed n7na lazim ngool 7g 3ami fahad 5la yt9rf ma3a"

Mayed: "LA2!! Yazooy mhma y9eer ma tgolenla!"

Me: "mayed ana bgoola y3ni shu n5le yswe el yba w nskt 3na"

Mayed: "yazooy ana ma y59ny bs itha kbrt el mshkla inti t9rfy ana ma btd5l! W yalla bye!"

And he hung up. How can something like that happen?! I never imagined that!! I kept crying while rashed tried to calm down. We were sitting in the living room and I fell asleep on his lap so he carried me to the bed and covered me up. I was half asleep by now and I saw him walk away heading to the living room.

Me: "rashed wain btroo7"

Rashed: "ma broo7 mkan 7beebti bs bgfl el bab w brdlch. Namai inti ok"

Me: "ok"

I closed my eyes in order to sleep. A few seconds later he came and layed beside me. He hugged me from the back and pulled me closer to him. He kissed me on my neck and whispered "a7bch" I stayed silent and held his hand as we both slept thinking of whats going to happen tomorrow.

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A Miserable Life Chapter 13

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 We woke up the next day early, packed our bags and left for the airport. We boarded the plane and were now headed back to our hometown, our dubai.

For those who don't remember Salama and Fahad are rasheds parents.

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We finally reached dubai and were headed to his parents house. I missed this place a lot and yes I'm back but everythings gonna be different. I'm a married woman now, I won't be living with my father and I won't be free to do whatever I want or go wherever I want to. I'll have to always ask permission from my husband before doing anything. One thing I know that I have to do is to accept this, I know it's going to be hard for me but it's what all married woman have to do. We leave our family to start a new one, to make our small family bigger. The only thing I hope for right now is to have a happy and successful marraige and nothing else.

The gates opened as the car went through and stopped right infront if the huge wooden door. Rashed got out of the car, came to my side and opened the door for me.

Rashed: "W a5eran w9lna"

I looked at him and smiled as he put his left arm around my back and pulled me closer to him. We walked into the living room together and found my aunt, uncle and cousin Mariam sitting there.

Rashed: "salam"

Fahad: "w 3laikm el salam! El7mdellah 3al salama"

Me & Rashed: "allah yslmk"

As we both went and kissed his forehead.

Salama: "hala hala b7beebi wldi! El7mdellah 3a salamtkm! Nwrtu el bait!"

Rashed & Me: "allah yslmch, mnwr bwjoodch!"

Salama: "ma b'3aitu trdoon ishtgnalkm!"

Rashed: "walla n7n ely ishtgnalkm akthr"

Fahad: "srtu bait 5alik wla seeda yaito hnee"

Rashed: "la yaina hnee"

Fahad: "afaa msh 3aib ma tro7oon tslmoon"

Rashed: "inshallah bnroo7 el m'3rb bs t3banen fa glna a7sn eni el bait w nry7 awl"

Fahad: "inzain msh b3dain tgoloon mt3ayzeen w tknsloon"

Rashed: "la enshalla elyoum ray7een! Yalla inzain n7n bnroo7 nry7 shwy"

Salama: "ok 7beeby"

Rashed walked me to our room. I thought that we were going to sleep in Rashed's room but turns out that his mother gave us a suite with 1 room, an office fpr rashid and a living room with a small kitchen. Everything in it looked luxorious and elegant, I loked it a lot. The maids got our bags as we settled in. I was too exhausted to unpack so I thought it'll be better to do it later. I sunk into the bed and turned to see rashed who was apparently already asleep. I couldn't blame him cause I was exhausted myself. I got closer to him and laid my head on his chest as I went to sleep. I woke up a few hours later and rashed was still asleep. I kept tracing shapes on his chest with my finger. From his chest my finger went all the way to his face as I kept examining all his features. My finger landed on his lips as I gently felt it. I was so engrossed that I didn't even notice that he woke up until he suddenly bit my finger softly. I giggled and said "you scared me! When did you wake up?" And he said "a few minutes ago". He gave me a kiss on my forehead as I raised my self up to his level and gave him a peck on the cheek. He turned his head slightly and looked me straight in the eye. He got closer and kissed me on the lips then excused himself and told me to get ready to go to my fathers house.

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A Miserable Life Chapter 12

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He slapped me and walked away. I don't know where he went and I didn't care! All I wanted right now was to stay alone. I didn't want him here, I didn't want him anywhere near me.

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I walked to the bedroom and went laid on my bed still not believing what had happened. Was that real? Did he really slap me?? I really couldn't believe it! No one has ever laid hands on me like that, not even my father. How could he?! I cried myself to sleep that night and woke up around noon the next day. I thanked god that Rashed wasn't there and then made myself something to eat.  Half way in eating my breakfast I heard the door open, I lifted my head and saw rashed. He gave me a cold stare then went in and changed. I got up and placed my plate in the dish washer as rashed sat on the sofa across and started watching tv, ignoring me completely. I did the same and ignored, I took the stuff we bought yesterday and started packing them in the bag. After that I went to the living room and sat on the chair across from rashed. 

Me: "rashed"

Rashed: *ignores and continues watching tv*

Me: "rashed! Mta bnrd dubai??"

Rashed: *ignores*

Me: "I'm asking you a question! The least you could do is answer it!!"

Rashed: "*answers coldly* youm bt7trmainy w mat3len 9otch hatheek el sa3a brid 3alaich"

Me: "uffff"

Rashed: "w b3d t't2fifain"

Me: *ignores*

After 10 minutes....

Rashed: "bnrid bacher el flail"

After he said that I raised my head and looked at him with teary eyes. I admit it, I miss him. I wanted to cry badly. He looked back at me and I could see that he wasn't happy with this either. A few seconds later I couldn't handle looking him in the eye so I stared at my lap. Rashed stood up and came towards me, he bent down and hugged me. I started crying because I truly missed him. He tried to calm me down.

Rashed: "shhh 5ala9 7beebti walla I'm sorry. Ma knt a89d!"

Me: "You think I can forgive you easily! You didn't even tell me who she is! You owe me an explanation!"

Rashed: "That's because you didn't give me the chance to"

Me: "But you left! You went and left me all alone rashed!"

Rashed: "I'm sorry! I swear that I am"

Me: "Who is she? Tell me please"

Rashed: "I will"

He pulled away from the hug and sat down on the sofa making me face him.

Rashed: "Look it's not something you need to worry about. She's not my girlfriend and she never was. You know my friend 3mar, the guy that picked us up from the airport?"

Me: "yeah"

Rashed: "They dated for about 4 years but they broke up a couple of months ago. 3mar found out that she was engaged and when he told her to break up her engagment she refused saying that even if she tried it wouldn't happen. She was selfish and didn't really care about anything or anyone but herself, she didn't even try! 3mar was broken and depressed, he really loved her and even told his sisters and his mom about him wanting to propose to her in his last year of university. But what he wished for didn't come true."

Me: "umm I'm sorry"

Rashed: "yeah well anyways why don't we go out?!"

Me: "sure! But let me go change first"

I went and got dressed and went out with rashed, all we did was get icecream and walk around in our neighborhood. After that we went back home and rashed told me to wear something nice since we were going out for dinner. We went out and he took me to scott's, I really liked it, the food was simply delicious. We went back that night feeling exhausted and slept. We woke up the next day early, packed our bags and left for the airport. We boarded the plane and were now headed back to our hometown, our dubai.

A Miserable Life Chapter 10

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I went out and laid in bed, Rashed came after a few minutes and hugged me from the back. I really feel safe with him and I couldn’t wish for anything better than the life I’m living with him.

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A couple of days passed and now it was time to go to london...

 I woke up that day early and started packing. I sat on the floor with the suit case in front of me and started folding our clothes and putting them neatly in the bag. 

After a few minutes I felt rashed hugging me from the back. He kissed my cheek and whispered "good morning". I looked at him and smiled.

Rashed: "ana bseer 3nd el reception 3shan at2kd ina kl shay jahiz"

Me: "ok"

He left and I continued packing. After I was done I sat on the sofa in the living room and decided to call my father.

 

Ahmed: "aloo"

Me: "aloo?! Baba"

Ahmed: "hala 7beebty! sh7alich?!"

Me: "el7mdillah ana b5air! Inta sh7alik 6mny 3alaik"

Ahmed: "ana zain el7mdillah la t5afain 3alai"

Me: "akeed??"

Ahmed: "7beebti walla ma feeni ela el3afya! Ha goolely kaif rashed wyach?"

Me: "la el7mdillah zain msh mg9r"

Ahmed: "ha chfty ana gltlch ina zain bs inti um el dl3 *copies her voice* msh mrt7tla *laughs*"

Me: "*laughs* shu aswi b3d ma kan m3brni bs al7een youm 3rfta irt7t"

Ahmed: "3yal waina 3nich hati bslm 3alaih"

Me: "hw msh mwjood al7een ra7 3shan yswi check out l2na 3gb shwy bnroo7 london"

Ahmed: "zain 3yal slmeely 3alaih"

Me: "yoo9al"

Just as I hung up, rashed came in with the bell man behind him.

Rashed: "yazooy 7beebti t'36y byd5l el ryal 3shan yshl el shn6"

Me: "enshallah", I said as I quickly went and grabbed my scarf.

Rashed: "5ala9 kl shay fl shn6 wla tbain t76een shay b3d"

Me: "la 76ait kl shay"

Rashed: "akeed??"

Me: "haih"

Rashed: "ok", *turns to the bell man* "you can take them all"

Bell man: "ok sir"

He took the bags and left.

Me: "al7een bnseer?"

Rashed: "haih el 6yara b3d 2 hours fa lazim mn al7een n6l3"

Me: "ok"

Rashed: "yalla 3yal! Bs akeed msh nasya shay"

Me: "la2 I have everything"

Rashed: "ok"

  

We then made our way to the airport. Rashed got everything done and checked us in, we still had an hour till our flight so we just sat in the lounge for a while. After a few minutes it was time to board the plane.

Rashed: "7beebti yalla lazim nrkb el 6ayara"

Me: "ok", I said as I took my handbag and walked behind him.

We boarded the plane and sat in our seats. Rashed sat by the window because he doesn't like being bothered by the people or the staff passing by. I settled down and looked at rashed who seemed like he was looking for something.

Me: "rashed, What are you looking for"

Rashed: "my phone! I can't find it"

Me: "ymkn nsaita fl lounge!"

Rashed: "ya allah!!! Bchoof itha by5looni aroo7 bsr3a adwra wla la"

Me: "ok! Bs la t't25r"

Rashed asked the flight attendant if he can go and get his phone fast and she told him that he could since the plane is already being delayed for other reasons. After about 20 minutes rashed came back with his phone in his hand.

Rashed: "found it" he said still trying to catch his breath.

Me: "el7mdillah"

Rashed: "Yah"

He than sat down and after a few minutes the captain announced that we had to put our seat belts on because we'll be taking off soon. We buckled our seat belts and rashed held my hand tightly. After a few minutes we unfastened our seat belts and rashed decided to take a nap while I watched a movie. I was so into the movie that I didn't even notice rashed wake up until I heard his laugh. I turned around and just stared at him asking myself what is he laughing about.

Me: "rashed why are you laughing"

Rashed: "huh?.. I.. I....."

I couldn't understand anything because of his laughing. But it really annoyed me y3ni what's so funny that would make him laugh like that.

Me: "rashed!!!"

Rashed: "hahaha!! Inti chfti shklch youm itab3een film! Walla inich nkta, shly y9y7 lhl drja y3ni w7da rylha mat w it's not even true!! Haha! Walla shklch kan y'67k inti broo7ich film! *continues laughing*"

Me: "EXCUSE ME!!! You think it's funny?! Rashed el shay ma y'67k ok!!!"

Rashed: "inzain sorry msh lazim t39been *laughs again*"

Me: "Uffff", I said as I got off my seat.

Rashed: "wain ray7a"

Me: "broo7 el 7mam ok!!"

Rashed: "haha ok"

I seriously don't get what's funny! Ufff wayed 8hrny!! Anyways I entered the toilet and fixed myself up, suddenly I heard a knock at the door. I opened the door and peeked, rashed was standing there right infront of me and yes I was still mad at him.

Rashed: "y3ni awnich z3lana"

Me: "uff rashed what do you want? Y3ni magdr ast5dm el 7mam 3a ra7ty"

Rashed: "la2 ma tgdreen"

I didn't want to talk so I pushed the door shut but his hand stopped it. Rashed stepped in.

Me: "ufff rashed get out!!"

Rashed: "maba"

Me: "Rashed!!"

Rashed: "mab6l3 lain ma achoofich tbtsmain"

Me: "uff are you serious"

Rashed: "yes I am! Yalla smileee"

Me: "ya allah!! 5ala9 i6l3"

As soon as I said that rashed locked the door and pulled me in for a kiss. In the first couple of seconds I was stubborn and didn't kiss him back, but then I did. As our faces parted, I looked into his eyes and smiled.

Rashed: "ha r'6aity al7een! Msh z3lana"

Me: "*giggle* mmm msh z3lana"

Rashed laughed at me and then held my hand as we left the toilet and walked back to our seats. We spent the rest of the time talking to each other and enjoying our time together. Time passed by fast and now we finally arrived in london. We got off the plane and went to the baggage claim. After we got our things done we headed out and  a guy approached us.

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A Miserable Life Chapter 7

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He kissed my forehead and whispered "goodnight" as we both slept peacefully that night.

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I woke up the next morning and didn't find him next to me. I called out for him "rashed! Rashed!" I just laid there in bed and didn't know what to do because I was fully naked. So I waited for him, then he came out of the toilet with just a towel wrapped around his waist.

Rashed: 9ba7 el 5air

Then he made his way to the bed and kissed my forehead and told me to go take a shower and that breakfast will be ready once I'm done. I quickly ran to the toilet as soon as he left the room and took a quick shower. I then got dressed and applied a little bit of make up. I went out of the bathroom and went to the living room and found him sitting there by the table which was filled with all kinds of foods. I sat there not touching anything until he told me to go ahead and eat, but I was so shy to do so I only took one piece of hotdog and placed it on my plate.

Rashed: "shfeech? Laish ma takleen"

Me: "hmm la2 3adi ga3da akil"

Rashed: "itchathbene ana ga3ed ashoofch ma kalty shay"

He then started feeding me. I felt so little and didn't even bother to argue with him because I know there's no point on doing so. Once we were done with breakfast he told me to get changed because we had to go say our goodbye's to our family before heading to the airport. We first went to my dad's house and then went to his parent's house. We then went to the airport.

Me: "rashed wain bnsafer?"

Rashed: "bt3rfeen b3d shwy;)"

We checked in and everything and I kept bugging him to tell me where we were going until he gave up and said.

Rashed: "phillipenes"

Me: " shu phillipenes! Are you serious?!"

Rashed: "yes I am"

Anyways we boarded the plane and when the captain started speaking I heard that he said we're going to maldives.

Me: "rashed! Bnroo7 el maldives?!"

Rashed: "haha yes I wanted to surprise you"

After a couple of hours we finally reached the maldives and headed to our hotel and immediately went to sleep because we were exhausted from the flight. I woke up the next day and didn't find him sleeping next to me again, I went and looked for him everywhere but couldn't find him. I sat in the room waiting for him for hours but he still didn't appear. It's been six hours already! Where did he disappear?!! I thought to myself why waste my day waiting for him when I can enjoy it, I went out admiring the beautiful scene of the waves crashing and the sun setting and sat out for a while. After a couple of minutes I felt thirsty and headed inside but I was surprised to find the door locked so I went around to the front door but it was also locked. I peeked through the windows trying to find a way to get in but failed miserably and gave up. I then went backdoor and sat yet again enjoying my view.

Rashed's P.O.V:

I woke up in the morning and went to the reception to organize everything for tonight. I finished with everything and went back to our room without her seeing me. The way she looked broke my heart, she looked so sad but I wanted to surprise her. I waited till she went out and as soon as she did I quickly ran and locked all the doors. The hotel staff came quietly to fix everything, in the end everything looked amazing it was exactly what I wanted it to be. After the preparations were done, I went and opened the door and made my way to her. I found her sleeping on the beach chair and gently woke her up and asked her to go inside with me. I held her hand and we walked side by side. We are  now standing in front of the door, I don't know what her reaction will be and all I'm doing right now is hoping she likes it.

HEADS UP ABOUT THE STORY

Hellooo readers!

I just wanted to give you a heads up that I won't be posting anything till June the 18th and that's because it's the end of the year and I'm 3 weeks away from exams so I'll be really busy! I didn't want to keep you hanging and I'm really really sorry that I can't post but I promise that when I post next time I'll make sure it's really long and worth the wait and enshallah it's gonna get better! A lot of ideas are running in my mind for the upcoming chapters and I hope all of you like them in the future! You can always feel free to contact me on twitter, kik, ask, or even instagram (@love_blogs) <— this is my username for all social networks. 

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